Feeling Blue...

I'm trying to remains strong-minded but it gets very difficult.  Today is one of those days that I feel like I'm completely nuts, talentless and should just get a real job.  I got rejected for the last audition I sent out and even though I have been trying to prepare myself to be rejected from everything.  I told myself that even if I got rejected, taping all those auditions will help me get better, but I still feel like crap! The email said that they loved my audition and that it was not because of talent but because the character who would play my dad had already been cast and I didn't look like him.  Don't know if I'm looking too much into it but I feel like they just didn't like it.  If it had to do with the looks they shouldn't have sent me an invite to audition after seeing my head shot.  Maybe that's what they tell people they don't want to avoid hurting their feelings...I don't know.  Well, I told my self that when I couldn't let my self quit because of my low points every now and then so I'm not quitting even though I feel like it right now.  I'm tired!!! I didn't finish the audition from yesterday because the whole prerecording deal didn't really work.  I was either going too fast or too slow and when taping myself for the audition I was concentrating on the timing more than the acting.  It got really late and I decided to call it a night.  I got some stuff done today but I didn't get my auditions done and it's disappointing.  It's just hard when you don't have someone to read you the lines back and I don't think my sis wants to help anymore.