Been Lazy... =(

So I haven't done anything new since that Dallas gig at the end of February.  I haven't gone on any auditions or submitted any video auditions.  I haven't gotten asked to auditions but I've been lazy...so bad!!! I'm still working on my house floor...almost done.  But that's taking most of my time and I'm running out of money.  I'm starting to freak out and I'll probably just end up searching for a job.  I have accepted that I did not get into the masters program for performing arts since I haven't gotten any message asking me to apply.  But it's ok.  It probably wouldn't have been smart to do it anyway.  Last week end I did work on the set of Single Daddies again because there were some scenes that needed to be shot.  Now I know that the writer has no intention of removing me from the show =) Although, I don't know if there's ever going to be more episodes filmed, because like I said, the quality of the film is not that good, but I hope it happens.  I got some offers to audition because I submitted my self yesterday so I'll get to it...this time for real!  I did get an offer to audition for an actual SAG film but it requires nudity and my boyfriend and I both agreed that I'm not going to let myself be known for been willing to take my clothes off, so that's that!  Aaahhh!!! I hope I'm not wasting my time here.  I know there's so many people out there that are so talented and I'm no where near their level but I'm really hoping to work at it, but without money it is impossible, and if I start working again, it's going to slow down my acting and the opportunities will be decreased due to the limited schedule.  It's so hard....maybe I'll get a job as a waitress or something, but it's embarrassing for a girl with a bachelor's degree to be waiting tables...but I guess you gotta do what you gotta do!! I also need to get back to my routine of gym and yoga! I need to stop procrastinating!!!